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Blueprint Girl
Her
Overwhelming, sinking heartbreak;
Realization of bite-down-hard ache:
She was never her own person
In his eyes.
Nearly mortal injury--
Gash over old scars again.
He only ever compared her to
The other girl.
Just a replacement for
The one that he could never have;
Me.
Rage.
Betrayal.
You're happy to turn her,
Unsuspecting,
Into a carbon copy of me;
To make my existence
Her never-good-enough hell.
Selfish.
But now, I am the standard:
Independent, think-outside-the-box girl,
Defiant, got-something-to-prove girl;
The prototype:
Mostly-self-assured girl,
Gives-you-good-advice girl.
The blueprint stolen from a building that
You. Never. Owned. Me.
You try to erase her lines
To make hers more like mine
Because she was already just so similar.
The problem is
The background is different scenery
And your eraser can’t remove the ink
Without friction burns in the paper--
Delicate, breathtaking artistry
That you were too busy “fixing” to notice.
Or perhaps it was ignoring
Every
Overwhelming, sinking heartbreak;
Realization of bite-down-hard ache:
She was never her own person
In his eyes.
Nearly mortal injury--
Gash over old scars again.
He only ever compared her to
The other girl.
Just a replacement for
The one that he could never have;
Me.
Rage.
Betrayal.
You're happy to turn her,
Unsuspecting,
Into a carbon copy of me;
To make my existence
Her never-good-enough hell.
Selfish.
But now, I am the standard:
Independent, think-outside-the-box girl,
Defiant, got-something-to-prove girl;
The prototype:
Mostly-self-assured girl,
Gives-you-good-advice girl.
The blueprint stolen from a building that
You. Never. Owned. Me.
You try to erase her lines
To make hers more like mine
Because she was already just so similar.
The problem is
The background is different scenery
And your eraser can’t remove the ink
Without friction burns in the paper--
Delicate, breathtaking artistry
That you were too busy “fixing” to notice.
Or perhaps it was ignoring
Every
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Ishak Freeman
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